It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.

So this semester has been really rough. However, it probably should have been labeled as my best. It's a strange thing. I got engaged (obviously a plus). I have a pretty good schedule with a semi-job (I'll put that under plus). My birthday was this semester (plus). On the other hand there have been some definite negatives too. Everyone around me is always in a bad mood. It's like no matter what I do, I do it wrong. I may think I am helping in some big way but it turns out to be an awful thing. So I'm thinking I should try harder. Nope, I am going to take a cop out and avoid everything. Lame, you may think. No, I always try hard and there are some things that you just can't change.

I have decided that I am going to pack, clean, take my exams and LEAVEEEEEE! I am getting out of this town and all the crazies that go with it.

I am excited for the summer. I AM GETTING MARRIED!!! I think that I have the right to be dang excited about that. I don't care who is reading this thing anyway, so I am going to say what I want. I feel as though this can be my sense of relief. Say what I want, when I want to.

We had a great time this past weekend. Everyone that could be there was there. My wonderful sister and brother-in-law did their best to have a bridal shower for me and it was perfect!!!! (well as close to perfect, I wish mommy, crys, and all the other girls in the family could have been there..) But i had some of my best friends there. Kakamoe (who is just the best!!!!) was there, and she is just so wonderful. She has helped me out through a lot. Olivia, Ashton, Annie and Amanda were also there.. it was a blast and I am so glad that I have a wonderful sister who would do that for me, even with two little kiddos.

So that is why it has been the best and worst of times. Crazy, but fun.

I have the best family. The end!